When you lose your husband or wife everything changes; from the moment they die you know that nothing will ever be the same again and that the life you had with them is over.
Emotions range from sadness to anger, from frustration to desperation; from near hysteria to zombie like passivity; you feel everything and nothing.
I experienced all of these emotions and more when I lost my husband to cancer almost 3 years ago. However, I am now living rather than existing and learning again what it is to be happy. As part of this long journey I have decided to share some thoughts, experiences and memories and I hope that something I write will help someone, somewhere, in some small way.
I’m not going to tell you to share your experiences but I’m sharing mine because I need to and I’d be really happy if you joined in…