So, what I thought was my first blog post actually wasn’t; it was my second. Don’t think I was paying close enough attention to the online tutorial – oops! Anyhoo, this website, blog, whatever it will turn into is to let you know that you are not the only one going through this crap even though it probably feels like it.
I didn’t want to talk to anyone or interact with anyone when I lost my husband but I didn’t want to feel lonely. My head felt full of spaghetti that just would not be untangled and no-one else could unravel for me because I wouldn’t let them. I was confused, scared, sad, angry,suicidal, hysterical, irrational and erratic plus a hundred and one other emotions that I couldn’t identify now or then.
If you know what I mean you can share how you feel here; it might not make sense to anyone else and that doesn’t matter, it’s just a way to start unraveling the spaghetti